you left me alone once again.
sigh.
21 January 2008
again no mood
:
again is the first day of ths week wow this got 4 days to go for another weekend u see...it run so slow as this week also a boring week for mi hias..........this sat also got to go to changi airport to welcome a god statue from china as this is from the 保赤宫 in chinatown after that sun i stll need to do for my chinese prayers hais.................boring life to mi ......................last sat i went to chinatown not seeing the opening of lights while is joining them the lion dance troops to attand the ceremony there r 368 heads of lions .........my lfe style is like that only nothing special at all..........hais.............how i wish that it normal that i dun need to care my gods things as the fact is i cant....why it only mi who suffer these things which i dislike...again wat i wish for i cant have it while i dun wish for it always happenfor example:althought step hurt mi deeply but the feeling she gave mi i think that no one can be the same, other feeling is much more dfferent than hers i dunno why it like that..... given mi ths kind of mindset lor but anyway just wishes her happy always ......while looking throught the photos in genting wif her it should let mi hate her but in fact it different t only make my heart tearing lo and not hate her...wishes u all the best ya....(step)
//you left me alone at 9:31 AM
