you left me alone once again.
sigh.
27 December 2007
myself and her
:
it been 11plus le i still cant sleep but i mentally and physcially i feel tired....dunno y,suddenly feel this way....i m too feel that i go and see through her blog in aug'07 till oct'07 when i saw it,my tears down from my cheeck.this is the first time i being like that....hm.... i can sat that,she is the first galand her family who i meet that really can accept micause i m a 'chinese medium'...........i miss the days we r...especially in every firday...cos this is the day i will go her hse and even sleep at her hseshe is also the first gf who i slept over her place.....how i wish that things would change so suddenly..she also the first gf that i bring her to oversea in genting....which all along this is my hope and dream that i will bring my love ones to oversea....but now she not with mi le,she had gone which i try not to let go but it not under my control wheather wants or not.. people who know mi well will think that i m a funny(who like to tell jokes),easy going guy but in my heart i m sad lolwho can understand my 痛苦。it not that now i dun have gf or wat,other than this also in my gods thing also.....the one will really understand.....not even my gf(if i have) will too......i been face lots of difficulties and hard path to go.....i m tired and scare of.......this time round i dare not face.....to us,as a medium it hardly that we can meet a gal who understand us...it difficult...dunno y.,...who can....we talk to when i m down,when i m sad,when i needed someone to talk abt my 心事。and also is not easy to be my gf also,not because my expectation is high,is that who is the one can be with mi and face the problem together with mi which i mention the above.not everyone or any gal willing one...cos i must do my thing in sat and i hve no time for her in sat also which as a bf suspose to....
//you left me alone at 11:22 PM
