you left me alone once again.
sigh.
14 November 2007
...waiting....
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is another boring day to mi even though it is not a public day or weekend....this weekend like worst still haven find programme for myself...today mom off work so she cook for us todaymy favourite chicken wings....i was online now but cant see her maybe she block mi or not in......must it be a miserable ending to mi it is.....i feeling which cant say so much and how to explain....she thought that if she continue to treat mi in this way,i will continue to lead a gd life or find a gf gal....even she didnt do that i will lead a gd life,,,but for finding a gal gf i think this must have fate first...i know that no point to hold on cos as she say we r from different world maybe in lifestyle ba...she like clubbing which i don go often...she club till 6 am which i don like to stay till so late...maybe my looks look like i m a chiongster but i m not...i like to accompany my gf (if i have)to shop,watch movie or go the sea side,to cycle or to stroll along the beach or gtg to oversea....maybe i like romance ba but i know that romance won last long...to mi as long as both love each other can le...and must stable in relationship...playing in relationship is a waste of time and hurt people's feeling.....hm.....just wish that very thing from today goes smoothly ba.....christmas is coming le still have abt 1 month plus...hope that this year i won be alone cos every year christmas i was alone so just hope for it ba...不让寂寞带你走.....
//you left me alone at 4:17 PM
