everyone has go through before but has anyone go through how hard which i i cross across before.this is how i starts. once i love a gal who i waited 5 years.in sec 3 times till i finish my army which is abt my age of 20.To mi this gal whoever she marry to, i think this guy very fortunate.she is different in the way she thinks.she very mature,but she will hide her problem to herself and thinking of ways to help others.still remember that her birthday is just before mi.isnt it so acculate,i know her since she sec 1.we together in someday in april 2001,we together abt few MONTHS ONLY I THINK LESS THAN 6 MONTHS....when we together ya...quite pressure cause in a few months i didnt even hold her hands..tat nvm to mi cause of some reason to her.so i didnt want to force her. thing change lots,a lots of teachers know that we together tat times and a lots of teacher told her not to be with mi maybe cause that time i very bad la and then she also must study other than tat she is a prefect.haha...cant imagine rite...i this kind of character also can a prefect be my gf huh but this is lastt time wat my character is now on more le.....so many lots of thing happen so we break but i tell her that i will wait and i really waited for her....she even know that i still can remember the first days when i ORD i sms her telling her that i still waiting for her and ask her come out.we have and we went to suntec city then walk to the sea near fullerton.we chat she say that she is happy to see mi still waiting for her .....etc.........but at last we never together cause lots of thing different and also her parents and maybe church friends ba.............. so abt another few months i got into a relationship,she also my schoolmate and things dun went so smoothly,her mom dislike her with mi maybe i m medium ba,..i try a lots of effort but fail..franky i was sad damn sad so i going to put tattoo in my chest.it is a samurai holding a spears pointing towards my heart it indicate mi and remain mi that whenever i was in realtionship in the end my heart will be break...... so in few months later, again i meet a gal she is one of my internet friend who wan to invite mi to her birthday party she i met her there....as conversation start and thing happen we together...she seem ok but when she came into my hse she doesnt want to greet or chat with my realtive as she will give one face...yup maybe her character is like that but wat her father say y being together with a medium..other than this her character towards my family doesnt change.a lots of time becos of her i qurrell with mom...she might not know and doesnt change so that time i was in very difficult position so we break........ later on during my who is my mom godson birthday i met her so she is my brother ex classmate so i ask my brother to ask her no she gave mi and we contact..smoothly we chat on phone and went out.i still remember that the first day we meet i feel very excited that we walk up and down in commonthwealth mrt station firstly we at taxi stand,we wait abt 10 min to my friend place which i wanna ask him something there were no taxi so we walk across the brigde to wait but when we reach to another side i forgot to withdraw money so we went back again.after withdraw money then at last we hired a cab and go to my friends there.at there we stay for a while after that we went to PS to have dinner....we dine in at swensce....after 1 week we been togther but at first thing went very smoothly that i even stay overnite at her hse.. she is the gal that i even stay at her hse every friday....when i sleep at her room our door r open.she ask mi y i did open cause i say any thing ur parent won say any thing ,she find mi very different from her ex,slowly her mom like mi lots who we can chat like a friend. i spoken to her mom like how i does to my friend who is the same age as her mom.her mom say that i m mature.every thing when i went to her hse i feel happy cause her mom treat mi very good and nv look down on or say y with a medium together.maybe this i feel gd lolx.......... in this relationship i try to give her all my best and whole hearteven she go clubbing i will never say no or wat but i waited for her even thought that she say mi not wait.i worry for her.whether she got get drunk a not or is she @hm safety?i even plan to go genting with her.yes we did @5oct we went but she say that her heart not wif mi...u noe hw i feel when she treat mi liike that...damn pain....i wish i m the one she love and the fate is not.she leave le and ask mi to find a beta one.hiass.....whenever i came across love song i will think abt her and our happy momeries time...i won force u to be with mi but must take care of urself...whoever bully her i will never give a damn and wat my past is i will be back those who bully her i will goes to them...maybe i m silly but i know if someone u love cant be ur side wat can u do is that scretly protect her.if she find tat too fan or irritating time will prove it. maybe stay on or move on ba.but gd momeries will always in my heart. i really hurts many times le hope that if there is another one i hope i will have a long and stable relationship... but let fate be la........
