15 November 2007

一个人。。。。 :

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i was alone @ hm again..brother went out maybe wif his gf ba...momgtg out with her friend and she told mi that she will be late ..ok lolz....
so i write and continue my blogging lor...
to many for u will find that why cant mi meet my friends or look for activity
all friend got gf le accept few of them but dun wan la...dun wan to disturb them as they also have their programme as well wait they meet gal or watch movie with them i like light bulb like that
so only my msn and blog accompany mi lo...
i knew that i may not have more friends like my age cause in my age of 15 i mix around wif uncle more than my sec friends cos of my sin tau maybe...so now my uncle friends more than my 20s friends....haha
my heart try to call her but dunno she will angry a not so i didnt...wonder how she is ,doing fine ma?i read her blog,she still like the guy. when i saw it,i got a feeling that she seem unhappy and sad.when clubbing she will get drunk to forget him...hais........tell mi wat to do？
i really cannot dun wan think of her even if she did not reply mi or wat i will also think of wat is she doing,eat le ma,how's work etc......this have been 1 month plus le i everyday think the same things for her...but i know to mi is unfair or wat but i really cant image from the starting we meet to now things change a lots..till now i must face the reality which is now.i disappointed and can say very sad.
hais........can this sarrow left mi,i really dun want to be in there.i know nobody can help mi step out of the sarrow or the saddness but i really cant step out......people ask mi not to think so much but my heart just cant i dunno y.....
为何幸福你会哭泣

不忍相爱结果是你失去自己

曾有一度让你离去风风雨雨

爱又让我们在一起

我知道你受了委屈

不能否认你我原本太多不同

就像日夜擦身而过

用一生去寻刹那的梦

我已决心爱到底决心不回去

就算一步就踏进地狱今生我决不负 你

不负你一句就算你会离去

meaning ful rite ....only sad song will accompany mi throughout the day and nite.......

//you left me alone at 9:37 PM