13 April 2009

爱情故事 :

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有些爱情故事被收在潜意识中。

有些爱情故事连当事人都说不出口。

有些爱情故事只是一个回忆。

有些爱情故事不能存在一个实在的世界。

终有些委屈的爱情能被演译得心甘情愿。

//you left me alone at 5:05 PM

08 April 2009

moody :

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Quite sometime i have nv been in this mood le, dunno why suddenly become like that .
Feel like i miss quite lots of things , past memories keep flashing and recalling of my happy times and days, but now i m not. Things are quite strangle and puzzle.Is this wat i want to be , the ans is no. Y ? I also dunno just hope that this will be gone soon.

//you left me alone at 2:47 PM

01 April 2009

风请替我代努 :

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曾一起跟你风中上路

信可并肩改变命途

问为什么终改不了命数

命运是否真的须要绝对这么做

真难过 难复配合脚步

从今起孤单上路

要找那方不看地图

现在什么都不想有回报

命运若果真想逼我骂我太骄傲

痛哭高呼如何做到最好

眼泪向着冷风扫

挥酒满我路途但你知不知

今天狂哭我继续醉倒我愿你知道

风请替我代努

心却直告尽管我渴望你亦

听未到

//you left me alone at 1:55 PM

19 March 2009

new 2009 .... :

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WoW... looking at my blog.. It has been 1 year i NV went into le...
One year pass very fast... it like thing just happen recently but it already 1 year ...
Looking back into my life it seem struggle ..... not only lifestyle but also love life...
Sometimes when looking behind i know that i did lots of mistakes that i had change a lots tILL i will judge it into a very long way in a very different path...why it seem too difficult to me..
I just want a simple path but everytimes it will be a very difficult narrow and complicate path for me to go through... it seem that one day i will break down with every little things......
Lots of thing around me makes me feel that this is not what i want.....
Slowly walking down into deep sorrow world....me can settle every thing inclusive outside world but not so smooth and easy to my sorrow world...

心里优愁，谁能知。 只有烧酒，能解忧。

闷在心里，无人知。 酸酸泪水，心里流。

想要说出，谁能解。 痛苦眼泪，藏心内。

谁能了解，我优愁。 自己优愁，我了解。


//you left me alone at 1:46 PM

04 March 2008

别怕我伤心 :

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好久没有你的信

好久没有人陪我谈心

怀念你柔情似水的眼睛

是我天空最美丽的星星

异乡的午夜特别冷清

一个男人和一颗热切的心

不知在远方的你是否能感应

我从来不敢给你任何诺言

是因为我知道我们太年轻

你追求的是一种浪漫感觉

还是那不必负责任的热情

心中的话到现在才对你表明

不知道你是否会因此而清醒

让身在远方的我不必为你担心

一颗爱你的心

时时刻刻为你转不停

我的爱也曾经深深温暖你的心灵

你和他之间是否已经有了真感情

别隐瞒对我说

别怕我伤心

//you left me alone at 2:05 PM

25 February 2008

birthday :

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today is my birthday.............as mi growing one year older le....
every year for mi nothing special...same same lo.....also at hm.....hais......
as mi rite,i have a wish that hope i have my love ones to celebrate with but not at all...........
as being alone in my birthday beta ba......
happy birthday to mi ya wish mi this year win lots and lots of money form singapore pools lo........

//you left me alone at 9:57 AM

15 February 2008

i think too much that i cant really or dare to move on :

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yesterday is valentine dat and also pai tian gong.. so after my work i rush bck hm to prepare things for praying tian gong....it took mi abt 12 plus then finish all the things as i m also surprise that i dun feel tired....so after my things i did not go to sleep,mi watchn tv till 1 plus after that downloading songs into my pc...accidently in no where i browse into her friendster acc and even blogs...i read the whole things and even see through her photo with him....
seeing that ur loves one goes into other arms wat will u feel ,of course heart pain and a bit emotion....i cant control the feeling then end up..........................................................................
i duno y i will like that... i tell myself not to think but in some situation my feeling or even can say my heart dun allow mi to .....i very difficult...this feeling comes arond mi abt 6 months plus le i still not heal yet....this times is the longest times i cant move on or heal......this cny is 070208 which mean that if we still together it will become our 4 months anni....is double happiness rite but it only alive in my own world....sometimes mi saw them with very happiness smile in photo, i will think of y i end up in this way which i dun wan to ....in every things i can say i win but not in r/s i will fail very easily de...some times i will wonder that is zit mi is a medium that y seldom of gal wil understand or can take it.... is zit this reason.......
someone or lots of people say that if a gal love u lots she will accept de.. but to mi is not i wil think of others way......
hias..........ren ming ba to mi......................................

//you left me alone at 3:00 PM